Thursday, December 16, 2010;
I can't hold on to this tears anymore.. Yesh, im crying right now..:'( I miss you atok !! I miss you real bad !! I dream of you again today.. :( I want to hug you now like how i hug you in my dream..I wanna hug you real tight !! Every single day without fail i will always think of you.. I want you right here beside me... I doo miss you.. I want the old times back.. when we sing ABC Hahahaa.. you look so cute atok..:) When you stayed with us.. When i always give you your obat and not forgetting i suap you makan.. You were so cute like a baby...^^ How i make you angry and you chase me around house with your tongkat like we were playing catching.. I still remember the look on your face back then.. You always side me and my adq when mak always scolded us.. I still remember when mak wanted to beat me with a cane then i ran to you and mak suddenly ter-hit you..Thank you atok for saving me at that point of time ^^ Then you even scolded mak for wanting to hit me...Then there you go stayed with mak long.. I felt so lonely when you are no longer staying with us.. But its okay cause i can still visit you at mak long place.. Everytime raye i will always be the 1st person to menyelek *sorry if wrong spelling* at you.. without fail.. Teehee.. manje katekan..:DD Untill you were sick .. and it was on the bulan puase..:( I always pray that you would recover soon so you can still spend raye with us.. But you were still sick one the 1st day of raye.. you were still in the hospital..:( 1st day raye was all the way at hospital.. our routine was.. night till morning at hospital then mak long turn morning till night then ramai2 night till morning.. it has always been the same routine.. we will always be by your side.. Atok.. do you still remember when you were still at the hospital, i hold your hand real tight and whisper to your hear to get well soon..?? I also ask for forgiveness if i have done any wrong towards you.. doo you remember?? I bersih kan your face give you a kiss on the forehead.. remember?? i hope you remember..:) Untill your day come.. i was still raye period.. i could not believe you are going to leave us so soon... I cried like hell..:'( Did not expected it to be this way... Hanya tinggal kenangan sahaja..:( I miss you..:'(Labels: crying.. :'(
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